Ah...today is one of those days again...i don't actually want to commuicate with anybody, but i feel if i don't write anything soon, people will thig i'm dead.
So, here i'am, still alive, no still standing but still there. Life is not supposed to be easy. Life is not fair. And i'm definitely not livingon the bright side of it. Glass half emty.
I feel like one of those people who are so freaking miserable that they can't be around normal people. Like I'll infect the happy people. Thats the part where i shared my miserable feelings.

Let's get on to some nice new news. Idid have two roommates for January, Bettina and Katherine. Katherine lived in my brothers room just for the month january. She was nice, greek, but she spend most of the time in english collages and university. She is a writer and applys now for some writig course in Oxford. She was very easy going and quite boysh...we matched real good, espacially our movietaste...every night another James Bond. The other Girl, Bettina, studys International Management and works with Simens. Hitler would have loved her, she is a tall, athletic blonde, which never laughs or smiles and takes everything very serious. But we dont talk a lot with each other, which is fine with me.

I'm just right in the middle of exam's, coming up one tomorrow...lots of stress. What elese is there to tell...i did drive a lot home with starangers this months, and one was with a 30 somethig old guy which had a to sweet aftershave and looked like Kyle MacLachlan...we drove in the middle of the night and i was a bit terrified.

prayergroup at my flat:


i dyed my hair a bit reddish....you can see the change only in the light. Not very good in this picture.



It is still cold outside.