wow, it is hot today!

It has been now 30 degrees for...maybe 3 days in a row now, and i'm melting! And in addition to that, the air is really humid too. I love sommer, but more a 22 degrees sommer, with warm evening hours and lots of hayfield flowers and swimming in cold forrest lakes and all this fun, but not sitting in my room, in which the temperature reached already 32 degrees, and trying to learn psychology! i cannot concentrate.

Anyways, i'm spending the weekend in Nürnberg, trying to study. Maybe i will go tomorrow to the Germanistische National Museum, enjoying some art. Or i will draw some flowers on my lampshade. Or i will go for a walk near the wörther lake ( with millions of other people enjoying the solitude).

I do love dandelions and daisys...like an old lady or a little girl...it's a bit embarassing. But what shall i do, i'm a flower child.








hey, i really would like to have a room on my own....especially now after i looked into my aunts homestyle magazines.







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Hello fellows!
in 10 minutes i have to leave for my cousins birthaday celebration...he turned 7 , and really important age. He is quite mature already, when he got into primary school he told his mum that he will just call her "mother" from now on, not "mum" anymore, as he is now mature :)
So, and now the great news!!! No....i did not meet my soulmate or anything like this ;) but:
I HAVE NOW A DESKTOP!!! yeahr! Or let's say, i will soon have one! A friend of mine who lived in the flat i'm now living in left his furnature, he said that he will pick it up some day...which is looong ago. So on wendsday i decided to really start studying.... but i wated it to do it in a proffessional way, with a table and so on, cause i always fall asleep if i study in me bed. So i stole the old desktop of my freind out of my brothers room, and yes, it suits perfectly. Now i just have to get permission of my freind to use it, and nothing stands between me and a proffessional study future!

here another thing, which would be really helpful if you could add it to yor prayers! I had to decide 2 weeks ago about my focus in my social work studys. So my last 1.5 years in collage will focus especially on that major. My college is really small, so we did not really have a lot of choice in majors. and what you get in the end is decidet by lot/batch. My first choice is "health care". it's all medicine and psychology. People who take this want to work in hospitals or psychiatrys. But nearly everybody of my term wants to get into that major, cause it has the best teachers, is hardest and is kind of "elite". My second choice is gerontology, which nobody wants to choos, but i like the responsible teatcher for the major, and i think in the future there will be a lot of jobs opening in that area. But then it is no real challenge....well...it is all in gods hands. I will get the news which major i got in about 1 month.
alrigth...i'm off now to go celebrate....but this tune is all day in my head...in spite of that i love it. The words are really strong and they say it all.


This is my desire, to honour You
Lord with all my heart I worship You
all I have within me I give You praise
all that I adore is in You

Lord I give You my heart
I give You my soul
I live for You alone
Every breath that I take
Every moment I'm awake
Lord have Your way in me

it is late and i'm tierd.

ah....i'm soooooo tierd....to tierd to talk or write or say anything which would make sense. some of the pics of the last days. i will watch zoolander now. good nigth to you.

It is really crazy that in th minds of millions, it is the ultimate accolade to be chosen by an arrogant panel of judges and a frantic flurry of thirteen year olds voting by sms to win the prize of fame, fortune, and a record contract. Is this what people think give them worth? Thanks to god i'm choosen by him, cause if i would have to measure my worth with the perspectives of those millions i would be a miserable failure.
I'm thinking quite oftn these days about this,and what it means to be choosen by god. I'm observing how much the opinions of people influence or even control me.
Nevertheless i have have to learn day by day to not mind so much what other people people think of me, god choose me and i should mind what he thinks. I think this whole thing is a life long learning progress, but i'm impatient to grow more in this area, cause to see me like others see me makes me often sick.

Then Jesus said to his disciples,
"If anyone would come after me,
he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.
For whoever wants to save his life will lose it,
but whoever loese his life for me will find it."
Matthew 16:24-25

I also had a great time yesterday at susis and alex birthday celebration....there were a lot of unique characters there.some pics for you to enjoy. It raiened today the whole day, but i'm happy, cause i love the rain.
I also sewed some corsage today...some flowers which will make me look more like an old granny :)

I watched today "You've got mail"....i like that movie...it is a love movie, but not to cheesy, and with tom hanks it is also funny. I also like this american decoration style of the shop around the corner and kathleens house. And the way she dresses in this cute primaryshool-teacher-librarian way.



"Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life. Well, not small, but
circumscribed. And sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because
I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around?"

architecture and celebration

so, some pictures of my last days...i like to communicate through pictures...some of the pictures are taken in Czech Repuplic...i always drive through the little village "kraslice" to get to "olovie" and there i get gas, in germany it is to expensive these days. I really like the architecture, it looks a bit like russian style, i like the folk style. oh, and i was visiting the "berch"...which means strictly translted "mountain". It is a kind of octoberfest thing...just imagine loud music and lots of beer. Originaly the festival was invented to celebrate when the church in the village was finished beeing built. So it is a tradition which began in the dark age, every city and every village celebrate once a year, however small it is. So the "berch" is quite an experiance...and it seemed to me that only the people i was with were not drunk. But it was fun.

yesterday

we have really good weather at the moment, 28 degrees, so my bro and me stay outside the whole day....i got a little sunburn yesterday, but at least i dont look anymore white like a corpse, now i'm sunkissed! yesterday i also made some present for my mother, cause today is mother's day!!! sadly i can not celbrate with her, but at least she is getting a present. it's a scrapbook calendar, and it was really fun to create it!